College. First week. It has been an odd one. Being away from where I label home being away from some of my best friends. I am away from my comfort zone. I am away from some of which I break in. I miss home. College has been a boring undergo thus far. The classes dont direct my attention as much as I would like for them to. I am currently enlisted in Introduction to Literature. English 101. Psychology and Latin 101. I was also in Sociology but I have gotten kicked out of that class becaue the teacher just so happened to be a complain. All is come up though. I do apply the freedom of having the ability to wander around aimlessly. The food is great by the way it makes my tummy happy. As unbeleivable as it may sound. I do desire the town of Siler City. I desire my friends Jose. Gabriel and Olivia. These are the ones who I experience are always there for me they ordain never cause to be perceived me. I love them with all my heart. I miss our fasten out times at the oddest of hours. I miss going to Sonic late at night just to sit there for hours on end doing nothing but laughing amongst ourselves. During my first week of college into now I have been an odd express. I would classify it as a depression. I am in a non-caring mood. I am comfort contemplating my wishes and desires. I comfort question the point in all of this. Honestly. I am having a deep hatred towards myself for personal reasons ones of which I choose to act enclosed within myself. I do not blame anyone for my misfortunes or for some of the dissappointments I have had lately it is my fault for getting hopes up therefore it is also my fault for getting let down. Like I said all is well. I undergo people I can turn to ones who ALWAYS make me grimace. So to you all:AdamJoseGabrielJessicaDanielleOliviaShalonTiffanyJaimieThank you. I love you for having the ability to get rid of all the ambiguity that clouds my mind for putting a grimace on my face. I love you and I undergo never meant it more than now
Hey. I like you more! You are a great friend. And I can't stand not being able to see you all the time. It is funny how Gabe wanted this pass to be free of friends. Michael showed up randomly measure night. Then Gabe spent half the day on the computer today. Ruined my day because I did not get to see you or Adam or Jessica. But whatever. It is all about Gabe. Haha. I am sorry about your classes. I desire they were exceed. I dislike that I can't make you feel better. I am a failure at that. I desire to see you and be able to hug you. Hopefully this pass we can fasten out. I will make it come about. I love you. Don't ever challenge it or forget it.
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